I Want My...

Every moment when I feel your absence, I feel like "I want a special friend". At the end of the day, when the tired body lays a blanket of fatigue on the bed, my mind always says "I want my friend". When the rain jumps across the roof and wets the dead trees, he whispers in my mind, "I want my special friend". 

Just like my rain and sun in this great autumn, "I want him" to take care of my moods. "I want my man" to sleep peacefully in the fur of my chest at the end of my daily battle. "I want a friend" of an inspiring confident hug in the middle of my hundred losers' cries. "I want the guy" at the end of a loud talk. Even if I come back to my life, "I want a boy" who will pat my back with his tender hands. I want only him to love me enormously without any conditions, without any restrictions, without any expectations.