I Miss You

Maa, where are you? I miss you. I miss the days when I told everyone that I have only you as my best friend. Now, it has been months that we have eaten a meal together. I miss the days when you had always known about what I did the whole day. Now, you hardly care if I am at home or not. I miss the days when I had called you after every single occurrence of my life. Now, I can't see your number in my recent dials. It has been years that I have wished your mother's day properly. It has been years that we have celebrated each other's birthday together.

When did this happen? Where did it all go wrong? When did we come this apart?

I guess it's me who went against your decision in choosing my career, I guess it is us who brought our pride in between our relationship, I guess it's the time who went so much against us that we didn't even try to get back to the people we used to be.

I am glad to see you doing fine though when I see you talking to Papa smiling, I felt relieved that at least someone is there with you. I feel good when I see you chatting with the neighborhood aunties.

Maybe I am not someone who has made you proud ever, and I don't know if I ever will. I don't even know if we ever get back to the way we used to be But I really miss you.

Maa, where are you? I miss you! I Miss Us!!