I Am All Yours - Week 3

I stood before him speaking my silence.

Why?

He said, "All these things.. These are for after our marriage."

"If you are not here, I don't want these", I said.

"What do you mean to say??", he asked.

"No no.. I don't need luxury. This is too much for me", I complained. "I just need a corner of our home or the staircase or the balcony, just a little space to sit, think, read, write and even sleep or do whatever I want. That is enough!"

"So, you are telling that I am forcing, isn't it? I am making you feel out of comfort, feeding everything you don't need!", He said.

"My goodness! You are never gonna understand me, never ever I bet. Is this the way you think about me?", I said.

Grim look and confused face, he stared at me.

I decided to end it here and took the usual silence with a smile. If we continue it may end up giving us a

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n awkward moment. And I sensed even he thought the same. He moved away, submerged in the living room and television screamed.

Silence filled the home for hours. It was never like this. I texted him, "I seek for the luxuries I don't deserve!'

No reply! Should I go and speak? Oh I am so confused!

He is still on a rage! I started writing a note..

"Your smile seeing me sleeping peacefully is a luxury I can never see but I can only sense. A cup of hot and tantalizing coffee you bring, just to console me after heated arguments is a luxury I don't get today. The way you hold my hands and depict me as your pride is the luxury I don't deserve. Your patience with my tantrums and mood swings is a luxury for me. Your hug is the biggest luxury I am missing badly now"

Before I complete writing this note, he brought me a cup of coffee wearing my smile and love....