How Are You Lipsha?

I just saw a dream in the early morning. I had no such eagerness in my mind also. Even there was no valid reason to go that place so suddenly. May be reasonably or unreasonably, there is an attraction between two souls or physical bodies which has a special importance always. That's why I arrived there. It is very surprising to be noticed! We met each other, although we had no plan or intention to meet.

The same place Prakruti Vihar.

Just in front of that old Siva Temple

and the same evening time as usual.

But this time my friend Sanghamitra was not present with you.

My friend Sonu was not there with me also this time.

However; now I am completely free without any hesitation. So I moved forward three steps with an ease and comfortably.

But you are in the same hesitation now also. That's why probably you crossed three steps, keeping some confusions in mind.

How are you Lipsha? Is it allright?

I smiled.

You could not smile openhearted. Your eyes are filled with dense fogs of sorrows like the winter effects in the month of December. Hence you told spontaneously that 'starting from Nineteen Hundred Ninety Eight to Two Thousand Eighteen'.

You made too late and twenty years spent within this.

I was in deep confusion. I could not find out myself whether the attraction for you was the real love or a mere desire for physical attachment. But now I drew the conclusion that an attachment or a desire has an end or a natural death wherever an understanding to know the real love is always eternal. Whatever was in the past, the same exists in the present and that too will persist in future also.

Then so?

Even now You are also in Winter. You are too far from the Spring. I have not forgotten you even after twenty years. Now also I call your name daydreamingly and my wife responds from a distance with respect to answer.

You just gazed at me.

I had named my wife with this name 'Lipsha' on the wedding stage.

You became so astonished. Now you started laughing to give me a surprise. It felt as if the fogs of sorrows started melting with the temperature of your attachment free and desireless laughs.

I've never told anyone to anything. Lipsha is not only the name of a girl and so on.

It's a spontaneous feeling towards someone special and she is the only ray of hope to surpass my life.

Despite having so many luxury and accomplishments, I was still feeling the emptiness within myself till today. It was feeling like I am the disgusted person in this world.

Not anymore.

Yes I have also got the chance to know about your opulence and assured triumphs from the Facebook. You are complete in your family with your husband and beautiful daughter.

Again I looked at you.

I have never accepted whatever non-achievements as my achievements.

But at this very moment, you just filled my life with attainments. Now I can come back to my current world !!!

As you are there.

Yes, I am here alive for you.

Forever.