From Me to You - Mohammed Bilal Sheikh (Me)

Hey you,

Yes, you. I guess you dont know me yet. Because in reality, you haven't met me yet. I know this is weird, talking and not really getting anything through. I dont know what I'm doing or why, but somehow it makes sense. I promise though I'm not a creep I swear.

I'm just lost. A little torn between multiple realities. I am hoping for a brighter future living in this accursed present. I guess you might or might not know what this feels like, it is different and difficult. If you dont, I hope you never have to go through something even remotely similar. What I do know is that this phase is going to be the best for Teachers.

It feels like being alone in the most crowded of places, even the ones you belonged to. Feelings of regret, guilt and self-loathe become your best friends. The things that made sense, suddenly start to seem nonsensical.

It's not about the things; the things are fine on their own it's just my head. It isn't on the right track. I have no clue what to do. Things that were just second nature to me seem impossible to do.

I just hope I could meet you soon. I wish our realities collide sooner than too late. The thing is, I dont know how long I can last anymore. Let's just turn time forward to the present, where I've got your presence.

I didn't know that you could miss someone you have never met. But the circumstances are such that nothing else really makes more sense.

Currently every day just passes through these loose motionless fingers of mine. I just wish I could hold your hand and have moments trapped between them for all of eternity. Never to let you go.

Thinking of you, my heart feels like a dandelion field that was once trampled over. But hope might just bloom it into full spring once again.

Now please transcend time and send me a sign; a sign signifying if the future is worth dying a little for. My perceiving power has failed me time and time again. Help me gain access to the future I deserve, a future that has you in it. I just hope I can meet you soon.

Lots of pending Love

Me