Everything Is Fair In Love

I never thought of falling in love and the feeling itself didn't get my attention. But for first time I have seen her, my eyes didn't turn around they are stunned by her beauty. My eyes are filled with love and light from nowhere where it is very hard to see the world without her. On the day I have seen her my day was stopped and the night had a stuck between devil and god fighting inside of me one is saying it's infatuation and another is saying with a loud voice "You Have Fallen In love". It feels different from the next day, My eyes started searching for her in a countless crowd with eagerness and anxiety. Finally, "Found Her" in yellow dress walking like an angel. My heart was pounding like a race car, eyes are filled with her beauty that didn't last long "I have missed her" in the crowd. Days are passing like seconds no trace of her essence. After a long week that I have felt like an year, At last founded and staring at her all the day. It is for the first time I got that feeling don't even have dare to talk with day passed with staring at her.

One fine day I have decided to talk with her for the first time, decided what to wear, convinced my heart to talk with her. I went to her with full of love with no expectation for the first time. When I got my eyes on her my heart started pounding again and staying still, don't have dare to talk. Then I

have taken a long breath and called her name loudly in the crowd. Everyone stopped and started seeing me for a moment it feels awkward. Then taken steps forward towards her she was staring at me with her beautiful eyes. I have no idea where to start the conversation. I have asked

her for sometime to spend with me as usual she "Rejected". The next day I had a conversation with her friends at last I have asked her WhatsApp number to get in touch her as I am a senior they have give the number.

I have started chatting with her as a stranger in a less time chatting time had increased day by day. I got to know her likes and dislikes as well. In the mean time I have proposed her "I LOVE YOU"

in chatting first wrong step I have taken. I am waiting for her reply for a long time. Days passed I wrote another message for meeting her in person. From that time I got to see her everyday not taken a step forward to meet her. One day I got the message I am not interested in love. My heart was broken feeling sad after that reply as it was my first love. After some days I wanted to chat with her, devil and god inside me appeared again one is "NO" another is saying "You Should", very confused. After sometime I decided to message her." God Wins".

This chat continued for some many days and even now I am chatting with her that one fine day she will understand my feelings for her. In these days I have interacted with so many girls but didn't get feeling what I got for her. Don't what will happen in the end. Hope god wins.

Now in 2022: 

Happily married with another woman and living life to fullest with lots of love from both sides.Deleted my crush once and for all with happiness.Maybe I don't kind this kind of love even I have married my crush.My wife is a super woman.