Dark Night Bright Stars
Dark Night Bright Stars
The chapter of my life which changed my life & I am able to connect everything in my life. The results were declared for our 11th grade examination. The results were shocking more than I expected. I was completely under shock. I didn't know what to do now. When no one trusted in me (including myself), there was one person who asked me “Shweta do you want to study commerce or want to take Science. I thought in my mind that I have to do it now. Though I was not sure about my words. But Vinita Ma'am trusted my words, said that I know, what ever Shweta speaks, she will definitely do it, I have seen. That day I made up my mind that if my ma'am can trust me, then why not I. Although it was very difficult for a student who had just scored 65 in the paper & made a promise to score above 95 in Accountancy. Many thoughts were running in my mind, you have to do it. How will you achieve this? Are you crazy? Do you know what have you promised? I can do it. I cannot break anyone's trust like this. The teacher about whom people used to say is very strict & dangerous. The matter of fact is that she never ever scolded me but I had developed the fear just by hearing from others, not actually experiencing. I started to overcome my fear by asking doubts everyday. This was the only work I was required to do. To make my subconscious mind realise that I have all the capabilities to achieve my goal. Life tried to break my confidence & tried hard to stop me from achieving my goal. The only thing on which I focused was Accountancy. I used to sleep only after solving 10 questions everyday. I was able to score 96 in accountancy in my board exams. When I was not in good health.
I am a very introverted person. I don't like to speak much so I put my thoughts in a diary. Those who know me well always give me opportunities to overcome my fears. I love to learn and teach as both help me to grow. I started teaching my friends and the concepts are always with us and so are the memories. Always focus on the journey as you only have the memories of the journey when you reach your destination.
Everything can be achieved in Life. You just need the confidence to pursue your dreams. If someone is continuously trying to prove you wrong that means what you are doing is correct. In the last, I want to say that no matter how many dark nights I have experienced there are always some teachers who make me believe that the sun will shine the brightest. I have always focused on my values & my work, not on the results but they make sure that I achieve everything that I deserve.