Bye

Often my desires become too expensive for me. For those who can't afford it but have a lot of desire, their life is a punishment for them. I can sing, I can draw, I can dance, I can write stories but my financial weakness prevents me. I have to think every day how to increase the way of earning? It is very difficult to survive with the help of someone. He who helps with money also makes a lot of comments. 

So in the end I decided to bury all my desires. Maybe in return for this sacrifice I will find a way to earn. And if that doesn't happen, then I think the Creator doesn't like me. So he wants me to live in hardship and obey the slavery of others.