Blue Royal Blue Lotuses

Deep blue is the colour of the ocean. Royal deep blue ....but these days it's the colour of pain, deep depression. She told looking into the sea, the waves rising and falling and some bubbles trying to touch her. She tried to think through another side of the coin Royal blue is of grandeur, of valour, of pride, of victory ...the colour of her uniform once.

Life taught its blue at the throat, the sushi chakra, the vowels arranged like 16 petal blue lotus. The thoughts find expression in the blue.

Shiva drank the blue poison, a drop of it can destroy the universe. So it was his choice to save the world and the universe. She was fascinated by such a manly sacrifice. It made him look handsome, perfectly Godly,

His blur body shared with Uma and glistening bright wheatish body.

She practised praying to such a union or rather she walked that path, to trust in duality and in the phenomenal blending. It must be love. ..love is beautiful and it has the bluish lustre of lust making it divine and deep.

In the sky, there was the full moon. The full moon of autumn, the trees started sensing fall and looked passing on to the meditative winter with a snowy grey horizon.

She remembered the Navaratri when dad was there, he brought the packet of special sweets from Gujrati shops those days many would seldom do in Kerala. He loved the smile on our faces, today he is no more. The Navaratri the ten days of destroying the ten terrible evils, danced with her friends when at Mangalore, she forgot for a second she was a mother and performed like a peacock. Royal blue and green ...till the end of the night.

If love was a vice or victory, she had it for Siddharth then and till it was killed by his new charm, to be in love with every women's man was not her Cup of tea.

She glared into the deep ocean, the sky still blue, the blue is the colour of Tara and she adored Tara, the Goddess who could fetch her through the darkness into the world of blue lotuses, Royal blue lotuses. Like the blue cobra pairs of snake forest, she saw a beautiful night dancing she wished for dissolution...total dissolution in Royal blue.