BEING UNDERWATER

It feels I am drowning, I know I won't survive, I can hear people screaming and asking for help.

But as I go deeper and deeper, their voices are unheard.

I can feel my self being pulled down, into the water; I can see only bubbles floating up.... The water so cold , that I can hardly feel myself. I can't breathe, I feel so choked up.

Each time I try to breath, I am gasping for air. I can see nothing clear, everything is becoming blur and dull. The surrounding near me feels so unpleasant and scary. 

I am trying to push myself up, but all efforts in vain. There's a war between me and the water.

But I won't give up. I am hoping for some miraculous relief. But the day is not being supportive of me. 

The only voice I hear now is my inner voice, IT'S OVER ; IT'S FINISHED .

Honestly, these words really scare me, but I have no option but to live hearing them. 

My eyes are shutting down, I feel numb, I am growing weak. I feel something has entangled my feet and with this, the water makes a rapid succession.