A Dreamer's Night

The night is dying slowly. The clocks are ticking late. Time feels like a frozen entity, the cool breeze touching with a soothing blow. The trees stand in the honor of the universe for ages, witness the evolution of the human race. They nod & sway in a beautiful rhythm with the music the winds play. Amidst the mystical silence, I stood still, counting the stars with the moon watching me from up above. He is happy perhaps, to see his little believer uttering the words of happiness that always felt like a myth to her. I utter no word, I only smile feeling so calm & eternally at peace. Life seems like several decades old. I don’t know if that’s a sense of acute hopelessness or a sense of jubilant as if I have got all of my questions answered, as if I always knew the answers yet seeking His affirmation. I have lost hope and yet all over again, I hope against hope for miracles to happen, for angels to listen to my wishes, yet, I see failures, and still, I dream again & again. Maybe, it is the dreams that keep us going, maybe that’s what life teaches – that the show must go on.

Alas! I forgot to keep track of time. I mused into the winds of dreams flowing through my mind. Oh! my diary! I think I left you somewhere deep hidden into a secret vault. It's been ages I have looked for you, my little friend. O' dear! I have never forgotten you. It's all a hearty effort to get through all of this. And today I have come back to you. You need to witness new treasures in my life. My heart sings with the silent music and sync with the noisy beats. I feel like peeping through the windows of the night that knocks distinctly at the door of my heart. I smile with the chaos, inhaling the auras of cosmos.

The night makes me fell in love with him one more time, with his thoughts, his fading memories, those unexpected moments, the laughter, the joy, the pain, the tears, the space and time we have shared. And now that everything is history, a story of the past, I gently walk away through the lanes of the present for a journey into the abstracting future. Sometimes, I muse & cherish those memories and the days. The days that by now have their sunsets. But still I hope with all the powers I ever had, still I believe in all the magic the world has ever sparked – still I wait for this dying night to end, for the sun shall again rise, a new day shall soon begin, with its own charisma and love. Perhaps, this love shall never fade. The darkness that followed shall be ruled by light. And I see the rays tonight. I see the light. The stars are guiding me home. Home, a known destination but the destiny’s unknown. Destiny, my friend, the experiences and adventures that you gift me – a puzzle that I shall solve tonight. I am collecting pieces. Let’s get going you! crazy heart! Let’s seek the ‘circle of Life’ – that sums up the adventures peeping through my eyes.