What Should I Do

What should I do…...

Even I don't know where to go,

In my inner self, there is something which I wanna know,

I am a Little unaware about those lost sands,

Somewhere I am cleaning those tough stains,

What should I do if I fall,

I still stay strong if somewhere my feet got wet,

Oh! No there is criticism,

I am ensuring what is real what seems artificial,

I wanna hide those scars of mine,

I wanna fight one another war with me,

A war that may lead to a good end,

Or may go so intense,

there may be some pieces of glass,

But I walk to see that good dark,

Little more,

Maybe I find a way to walk more,

I had those blank notebooks,

I hear the screaming of those notebooks,

Can I write one haiku to make them silent,

And sit with them to share some silence,

Those rhymes with the deepest sympathy,

Those words which have another history,

I want to ink those words,

I wanna enhance those words.