The Ruin Of Me

I wander from place to place,

In search of my long lost peace.

I peek into every home

And every person I see.

I look into the mirror

And try to figure out where it has to be.

I seek every window 

Every mortal that sleeps.

I walk out every night

Onto every path right in front of me.

I seek every shadow

And every moonlight I see.

I trace my veins

With every blade and knife, I perceive.

Maybe the blood may help me attain my peace?

I dodge every sight and every light

And hide into every bleak I see.

Maybe I searched for you 

When I should have searched for my peace.

Maybe I loved you,

But you became the ruin of me.