Tainted Heart

I fell 

In love

With someone 

Who loves to play 

And I became their prey

I still regret 

But nothing gonna change 

The way you play 

With my heart, mind, and soul 

However, I'm yearning for your love 

Because you gave me peace, stability 

Which this world has taken away.

Though I know you had your pleasure 

Still, I'm yearning for you to manipulate 

my feelings 

It's toxic for me...I know

But my heart desires the love you gave 

You have shown me enough why I'm better off alone 

However, My mind and heart are still in a battle of a never-ending debate

Which is killing me 

Slowly,

Steadily, 

Gradually

And I know 

I will disappear

Very soon.