Suicide!
Suicide!


A knife in one hand
The throbbing veins in another
Thoughts run in my mind at high speeds
Trying to hold the knife tightly with a tumbling hand
Debating myself if I should free my self or not
Confused, sobbing hard, but the voice is stuck in my throat
Trying hard to remember all the good memories of my innocence
Before I end everything
however the more I think, the further I feel I'm losing the light
The light which was in my heart, in my soul, in my life
The only li
ght who was protecting my innocence
Which got stolen by these demons who live in this world disguised as a human
Pitying at my naive self a dark laugh escapes my throat
The echo of my laugh in this darkness
Went to deaf ears
And the angel is failing somewhere and lying low in this twilight
Leaving his other half to end everything before she regrets
Because she also doesn't want to stop it
And before I can open my eyes the demon pushed me to do the deed
And I lost my self in the deep slumber
From which I'm never going to wake!