Suicide!

A knife in one hand 

The throbbing veins in another 

Thoughts run in my mind at high speeds 

Trying to hold the knife tightly with a tumbling hand 

Debating myself if I should free my self or not 

Confused, sobbing hard, but the voice is stuck in my throat

Trying hard to remember all the good memories of my innocence 

Before I end everything 

however the more I think, the further I feel I'm losing the light 

The light which was in my heart, in my soul, in my life

The only light who was protecting my innocence 

Which got stolen by these demons who live in this world disguised as a human 

Pitying at my naive self a dark laugh escapes my throat

The echo of my laugh in this darkness 

Went to deaf ears 

And the angel is failing somewhere and lying low in this twilight

Leaving his other half to end everything before she regrets

Because she also doesn't want to stop it 

And before I can open my eyes the demon pushed me to do the deed 

And I lost my self in the deep slumber 

From which I'm never going to wake!