Never beg for someone's attention

In this lonely room, I felt a tremor.

No one to assure me of security like you used to

Lightning tracked and that's how I was hurt,

Without blood being seen but deeply I got wounds,

A plastic smile I wear on my face yet inside I cry,

I call myself a loser and trying I don't want anymore.

I will never beg someone to reply 

To my good morning greeting... Not even a flirtatious *hi*

Because it's not their obligation and compliance,

I shouldn't be forcing you if you really don't want to respond.

Can't beg and be treated as a slave,

Won't lie yet deeply am dying.

What's affection without getting attention?

What's love if am not being treated like a Dove

But always in silent mode till I think you said it's done.

I'll never beg for love

I'll never beg for someone

To be with me

I'll never beg for attention,

Commitment,

Affection, 

Time or even effort.

I'll never beg for someone

To come back to me.

I won't beg,

But I will wait for goodbye.

I won't cry,

Even me you won't say hi,

I won't pretend am okay,

Yet deep down am hurt.

I will be okay, 

Even though now am bleeding.

I won't beg for someone's attention

I have  learned

That there is no use 

 in hopeless pleas

"Am too valuable

To chase someone who does not know my worth...

and to keep on waiting on someone

who does not acknowledge my value"

I am worth more than that.

Am tired of faking it,

Pretending yet inside its worse. 

I won't hide it anymore,

For your traits are more than I thought,

Now I cry when I recall I was worn 

That isn't at first sight,

For it might turn dark or be full of jovial lights.

But mine and yours are more than midnight dreams

That can't be realistic in the universe.

The more you stay

Away from me

The more I will adapt to stay away from you

"Never beg for someone's attention

Because in their perspective you are just a distraction"

They say for every action there is an equal reaction

But if there is no reaction just delete the conversation

No one, under any circumstances, is ever worth begging for!