My First Love...

"Because I hold my hands and pray.

I love the way and sense thee say...

My breath so fast, gentle all way.

And have no patience to see, in gay.

Words stop, silence prevail.

Emptiness surrounds my dream.

You're everything in my life.

That's all I need to think.

Everyday, my heartbeat gives,

Trouble with a scream.

My dreams are natural, flashes.

And lonesome resides, between.

Two years passes,

No longer thee, remember the length.

Always tries to keep thee mine.

And gone insane but have no wine.

Indeed, in a pensive mood.

No choice, for thee, in a lonely tears.

Still I wait, till the death, to say.

I love you and will love, after I die."