Meaningless

Who am i

Why do I feel everything is meaningless

am I just a bystander

Or the runner

A good two shoes

With an ingrained mass of darkness

Ever heard of cognitive dissonance

Its when your mind

Play hide and seek in silence

Or am I just worthless 

My decisions are pointless

Goals that are aimless

Blinded by a belief which

Is doubtless

Shadowed by the flesh of skin

Which is fearless

Pretending to be someone 

Who is careless 

Having a home

But homeless

Has the courage to beat the doubts

But is doubtless. 

Bears a heart 

Which is aware of aftermaths 

But does mistakes endless

Whatever confines me

Is shameless

Whatever defines me

Is purposeless

What pushes me out of my comfort zone is

Emotion less

What gives me confidence is

Featureless

My designations

Are passionless

Winter in my mind

Is remorseless

What happens

Is regardless 

What I am writing

Is baseless

And melody less

But still is chainless