I Am Ok But Not

I am ok but not!

Whizzing sound of the wind,

With the mercy of greed,

A spirit to uphold

But still a grief 

Framing a word

With a jumbled world

But still, the mind never stops

To think!

Oh! That lovely view of my dreams

Wanted to fly 

But with the spy,

Searching for happiness

In the dark shadows of sorrow

Still can't stop my mind to think!

I accept the edict of society

But taking my freedom isn't the thing

What to want is still a mystery

Still, I can't stop my mind to think!

I stood there alone

Just letting myself to sink,

The toxicity spread all the way though 

And still, I can't stop my mind to think!

- Huma