How I Wish

How I wish a home

For the scattered pieces of my soul

For the pieces I already knew

Could never be fixed anew

 

How I wish armour

For those nights in dark tremor

For those nights known already

To pass as nothing but weary

 

How I wish a nest

For the bird in me to rest

For a bird which never flew

Anywhere above the avenue

 

How I wish a rush

For the blood in me to gush

For the blood that’s a stand still

Freezing like an ice to kill

 

How I wish a life

For the dreams in me to thrive

For the dreams still not conceived by the herd

My heart still wishes a solemn new world.