Fantasy

I still fantasize about you 

The night we stayed up till 4 am

Writing the story you wanted to do.

That moment I knew if I ever loved

It would always be you.

I fantasized no matter how hard this gets

We’ll never leave each other like others do.

My bad it was only a fantasy that couldn’t come true.

I fantasized that we’ll grow old together

Even if we couldn't have riches.

 We’ll have each other’s love

The greatest of treasures.

I fantasized to have kids with you

But I guess it was just teenage melodrama 

That didn’t even last till noon.

I wished I knew how to make you stay,

The pain you were hiding, throwing it away.

You said you didn’t love me, I knew it wasn’t true

Because every time we looked at each other we

Smiled as everything we ever wished for finally 

Had come true.

I know it was true, my love for you

As there’s no greater evidence;

But for the pain I've been through.

Or was it just another fantasy?

As there’s no greater evidence,

But for the pain I've been through.