Embracing Obscurity

The doors are closing

The lights are shutting

I'm caught in my mind

Before it relapse

Like petals shred from a tree

I'm at war with myself at the sea

With the cold inside, my body started paling

What a dreadful sight of me falling

The question was my existence 

My wretched soul was fading, and yet there was no resistance 

The voices in my head began to fade

I guess I'll be out of this darkness to a better place

I still remember the warmth I never got

The birthdays I never celebrated

All the time that I wasted

And suddenly the sun began to set,

as the time was nearing for my last breath

Alas I still carry memories and people within me

With all that I was left they just witnessed the corpse of me

It was a slow and peaceful departure

Into the bliss and on the ground

I wish I could see my last sunset with a partner

It's hard when you're alone and you got no friend

It seemed futile to resist

They were not even sure if I exist

I could feel I strained my heart too much

It's time to sleep