Deep Dark Secrets

Through all of the tears and hatred;

Through all of the scars and hurtful words;

I've never met someone who seemed so sure.

 

I let you in and told you my secrets.

But day by day things kept getting worse.

I tried and tried but you're just a curse.

 

Two years later I still cry.

Two years later I still feel that fear.

I know that my fright makes you happy; makes you cheer.

 

Someday I won't be afraid anymore.

One day I will learn to stand up tall.

Hopefully, soon your day will fall.

 

Until then I'll sit here and suffer.

I will try to move on but I know I'll still cower

Every time I see your face; I will go home and cry in my shower.

 

You've ruined me for long enough.

Sometime soon I will grow strong.

I'll have the courage to tell you that you can no longer do me wrong.

 

I'm tired of being afraid of you.

I know this is just a phase I'm going through.

Two years is long enough.

Two whole years that you made rough.

 

Today is the last day I will let you get to me.

Today is the last day I will cry when you can't see.

Tomorrow is the beginning of a brand new day.

Tomorrow will be the first time I can say "I'm done with this. Now go away."