Curtains

These curtains were with me when I stalked,

And these pillows when I cried,

But all I needed was you when I loved. 

After all the sleepless nights, 

And pointless fights,

I'm finding reasons to smile and laugh, 

But it's really tough.

As you left, 

You took all my happiness with you.

Once again those curtains helped me,

As I'm hiding behind these curtains and masks,

And you're hiding behind yours.

Won't break these walls or let down my guards,

'Cause I don't wanna be fooled again

Or even cry all night for my loss.

I wish I could just turn these curtains into walls,

To keep everyone away from me,

While I was searching for love.

I wanna cut it out of my nerves and veins, 

And forget all those memories,

Of all those sea breezes 

And sand dust in our clothes,

When we sat on the shore.

But it's hard to forget,

'Cause its deep in my heart's core.