Confusion: A Tale And Reality
Confusion: A Tale And Reality
Broken glasses of sorrow
Blooming flowers of happiness
The pages have turned yellow
I'm cracking my knuckles while laying under the stars
I open my eyes, but I see a dark pitch sky
I have to wear sunglasses to look at the sun
But once I take them off I see a misty, gloomy sky
I feel my heart beating and I think I'm healthy and safe
But once I put my hand on my chest to feel it I get anxious
The bundles of cash look so desirable
But once I smell them I just can't take it
Am I found yet by people, cause care seems too less
But then I remembered I still didn't even find myself
My tears are salty, but once I wipe them it's tasteless
Why is everything like this for me?
What went wrong?
I wonder about it but reach no conclusion.
The dragons and monsters in fairytales are vincible, and the one with honesty and power defeats them
But how would it be the other way round?
Would the world turn evil? But that won't be much of a change though
As the rain falls on my already damp hair
I look up at the bright and clear sky with the brightest sun
My tears are coming out of my eyes
But as I wipe them there is no water
I am sitting by the river, the sound of it calms my nerves
But as I turn my head around, a wave comes and hits my face
As I write down my thoughts, I realize the pen is not working, but my thoughts are still being printed in this notebook I call memory
As I pull covers on me, trying to sleep
I dream of me waking up to a new day
As I get out of my house, I enter this home called life
My emotions have built up to become a wall
That is now a barrier which disallows me from expressing them
Why is the heart losing the fluid that keeps it beating?
Why is the mind losing the chamber that expresses feelings?
Is the earth really round or a flat barren land?
Why is my ethnicity my insecurity now?
When I wake up to the sun, I want the moon back
After having a nightmare, I daydream all the time
Confusion it is? The uncertainty you call it?
Heard of it..... But never experienced it!
Will it end soon? I can't take it anymore!
So it's not going to end till I am myself again?
What does that mean?
Oh! It's not going to end until I influence myself rather than manipulating myself?
But that's a long way to go I guess!