Confession

When I close my eyes I don’t feel happiness

 My heart is broken and I am in a deep mess

 What is in my destiny, alas! I can’t even guess

 All I feel is torn unclear and helplessness.

For I miss my dream, if I think me with you

 If I think me with him I feel sad for you

 So I am thinking that I should leave him too

 Only then I will feel peace or some traces of its hue.

Oh, the soul! Take me out from this situation, oh! So clumsy

 Peace! Oh, the soul! Show upon me too, your some pity

 Show me the right path, give me some moment of serenity

 For I still don’t know where my heart goes, where is my tranquility.

For breaking your heart is making me so rude

 Was I worthy of your love or I was just another lass, prude

 Did I play with your heart like some shrewd

 Or, I don’t know what is love, oh! Me, still a crude.

Oh, the soul! After my this acknowledgment

 Now I have one wish, so urgent

 Come and sting me like a hidden serpent

 Only then I’ll be at peace, which is my deepest requirement.

But then I try to find out a solution

 To pull out me from this messy situation

 If you really loved me then why this fixation

 I was tied up but why was your assertion?

One thing more, I’m neither his, nor you are my goal

 For, against love, nothing, yes nothing stands tall

 So, one of you have to come, one will have to fall

 For, love seeketh surrender, for it is always, above all