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sunil saxena

Abstract


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sunil saxena

Abstract


I Will Be Watching You

I Will Be Watching You

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I know you will be watching me

Every thought, I think

Every dream, I dream

Every smile, I hide

But still, you can’t come near me

Because can’t you see I don’t belong to you and anyone

You won’t pull away

But yet you can see me only through the eyes of your heartbeat

You see me from the eyes of others around me


Can’t you see I don’t belong to you

I know you will be watching me

Every smiley you give me will make me smile

But you won’t be there to see me smile


O’ can’t you see I don’t belong to you


I live only in your dreams

And I can’t see your dreams

I can only hear you in your songs

Your words, but with the voice of others

With no soul in their voice, but only your words

I know you’ll be watching me

Every word I speak

Every vow I make

Every claim I make

Every tinkle I sound

But you can’t make me break any vow I make


For cant, you see I don’t belong to you


I am too far away from you

You can only feel me in your soul

But you can’t feel my embrace


O’ can't you see I don’t belong to you


So pull away

And look around you,

You will see the warmth in the embrace of others

When you are not watching me

You will feel the warmth in their love

and you won’t long for my embrace


For cant, you see I don’t belong to you


I was never with you

That is why you are lost without a trace

because I was only in your dreams, in your thoughts


I’ll be watching you with my heart of stone


O’ can't you see I don’t belong to you


Every tear you shed

Every sorrow you sallow

Every smile you fake

Every song of yours others sing for you in their voice


I will be watching you with my heart of stone


For can’t you see I don’t belong to you


I don’t belong to this time


My eyes will be watching you, with only a reflection of me in them

But those eyes, won’t have my heart, won’t have my soul

The eyes will only watch you, for the well being of your mind and body


My passion will only be in my heart

I will be watching you with my heart of stone


O’ can't you see I don’t belong to you


Every vow you make

Every bond you make

Every smile you hide

Every single day

Every thought you think cannot bind me to you

For I am out of my time

I am lost at this time

You came this far in time for me

But still, you can’t reach out to me

You can’t feel my embrace


For can’t you see I don’t belong to you


But your tears still follow me through time, to haunt me in my dreams


I cannot make you hate me

I can only make you feel cold and long for my embrace

But still your sorrows, your passions,

Every smile you fake,

Cannot melt my heart of stone


My eyes without my heart, cannot make you hate me

My eyes without my heart cannot make you forget me

Even though I live only in your dreams


Every single day, I want to move away from you

I want you to pull away


For cant, you see I don’t belong to you

I am lost without a trace of me with you chasing me through time

And never being able to reach out to me

This is not my time

I left all of you behind in time, never to return to you

But you pulled me back in your time

Now I live only in your dreams

 

For can’t you see I don’t belong to you


You will always find me ruthless to others that don’t belong to me

From those old-time to these new time


I don’t listen to you

I let you shed your tears

I let you scream in your sorrows

I let you cloud your eyes with the tears of your sadness

Your sorrows your tender heart cannot bend me


But I only watch you with my heart of stone


Every pen you give for my words

Every smiley you give for my smile

 Every word you say in your songs

Every thought you think

Every dream of mine you dream every single day

You still can’t watch all of me in your dreams

 

Why don’t you pull away


For cant, you see I have a heart of stone


You will never know what I know

But I will know what you know


For can’t you see I don’t belong to you


You can only watch me with your eyes

Which do not have your heart and your soul

And these eyes and your words through their voice will never make my heart turn to you


For can’t you see I will be watching you with my heart of stone

O’ can’t you see I don’t belong to you

I know you are watching me thru the times

In these times I don’t belong to you

These times will not let me bond me with you

Why can’t you understand I am out of time far away from my own time

I don’t know how you know

Every move I make

Every breath I take

Every mischief I make

Every word I say

I know you are not pulling away

I know you are watching me with your eyes that have your own heart and soul

 But can’t you see I have a heart of stone


O can’t you see I don’t belong to you


I am living away from my time


Why are you looking for me through the time

I have a heart of stone

And I won’t spare those that don’t belong to me


I am not lost without a trace

I have come through time to do what was left undone in my time


Now I only live in your dreams

Far away from your reach

Far away from the sight of your sorrows

Far away from the sound of your wails

Far away from seeing your tears falling from your eyes

Far away from you calling me names

Far away from your hurt feelings for me

Your hurt feelings that hurt me more than stick and stones

 

I do not want you to long for my embrace

I want you to see me with revulsion in your heart for me


O’ can’t you see I don’t belong to you

I’ll be watching you with my heart of stone


I will be gone again in time leaving you behind again

With only the pain in your heart

Longing for my embrace

Why can’t you pull away


For can’t you see I don’t belong to you


But you will be watching me

I know you’ll watch me

I look around but I can’t see your face

But I know you are watching me with the eyes of your heart and soul


Every smile I smile

Every word I say

Every move I make

Every breath I take

You will be staring at me

You will be watching me


Every time I look around for you

You will be covering your face with the false color of your hair

With the head of others in front of your face

You will come face to face only to be watching me


But I can't you see you still can’t reach out to me

Because I don’t belong to you, it’s not my time


I will be watching you with my heart of stone

My seed will flower in you


You will be watching me only watching me


You will be watching me only watching me

Every thought, I think

Every dream, I dream

Every smile, I hide

You will be watching me


For can’t you see, I don’t belong to you,

But you will be watching me while I make all my moves

You will be watching me, watching me ……


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