Change

When did this happen?

When did I change?

When did I become Naina?

Is it the laptop or the pile of books?

With no social life and laughter; 

I forgot that "I also had a dangerous smile."

Why am I confused?

Is it because of the paths I come across,

Or the choices I make?

When will I have clarities like Laila?

I was never Preeti. 

Am I very possessive;

Very quiet, with a few friends?

A week ago, reliving the old me, 

I started laughing again -

This time not at a virtual joke, 

A joke with real people, real friends. 

When did I stop caring?

When did I detach myself?

Is it just all in my head like a migraine?

I don't want to be in my pyjamas;

I want to be Poo again. 

I hope the days come soon, 

When I can be the fearless Safeena again. 

When can I be Geet again?

When did I stop saying

"Mein apni favorite hoon?"

Right now, I'm stuck with Kaira. 

I hope I meet the kursi (chair-Aditya Roy Kapur)

When did this happen?

When did I change?