Burden

I really wanna raise my voice

Shout and scream

Make my world spin around

I really wanna touch the clouds 

Move around

And blow the wind off my mind

But I am a burden on someone's shoulder

Just a bunch of atomic pile

Who is gathering knowledge about the world

And storing it as a file 

I dont live being driven by others

But I let them overdrive me

I dont wanna live in someone's condition

But I give them control of my feet

I dont want to hear others

I wanna be heard

I dont want to live today

If there's no tomorrow

Good games are off the mark 

I just wanna climb the gate

Which holds the subtle difference

Of being useless and late

I wanna live life in my own conditions 

Not on someone's ground rules

But that's not how I live

They just make me move 

Have a bunch of work to do

To uphold my dreams

But I dont know from where to start

If there's no indication or a thick string

Imaginations are ordinary

Dreams are blurred

It's not enchanting

To make myself bored

There are moment when I dont know 

If it's real

Or if anybody feels

The way 

I feel 

I need inspiration

Not another negotiation