Agony

What do you call this, what does agony hold

It's like no words when this havoc unfolds,

Nothing to say just words new and old,

No emotion but tears bold.

Holding emotions and keeping it smooth as if nothing told

Unknown pain but smile all gold

They say love is there but all seems greenery of the mould

Nothing said nothing done still feel like trolled.

Sometimes even breathing feels cold

You don't care, do it on purpose and all other words that rolled

Have been there but useless when again and again told

Just asking for strength and more 'cause you never know what else is there waiting to unfold.