Deeper Than What Is Seen

It goes on

a bit here and a bit there

nothing for me, or all for me

painful days and tired nights

adding me to the plight.

it just goes on

god knows what happens

what all was my ration

i dont even try to ask for more

it is just as painful as before

waiting for it to get over

though i know after that it will still hover

i walk on thinking he will listen

thinking he will tell me to sit when and walk when

Trying to look happy so that knows none

i am deeper than what is seen in face fun

Is this same for all

Or is it me bearing the pain before I fall

Age is not a matter

its not even blood or water

skin young or old

it tries to look for the space in the fold

breath heavy and slow

will be gone even before you know.