A Wish To Live

A wish to live; breathe in amatory terms,

A wish to bide in your tepid arms;

Yet sojourn in every crimp of your heart,

Flourishing in you as a forever yearning tart.

I scourged myself every single time,

I'd battered you as a defiant crime.

You'd always breathed my terms in a smile, 

Nonchalant to your own decided mile.

I'd allured you to the sick havens to cry,

While I flew myself o'er the azure sky.

You cried in darkness in indelible scars,

I cherished beneath the sky filled stars.

No words I shall speak in defence,

I know my deeds hurled terrible offence.

Just a word more truthful than death,

Is my love for you; my oath of devout faith.

Those nights shattered in my arms,

Those impregnated moments of qualms;

Must never return again,

I shall drink the remnants of your pain.

I shall be a bride you'd dreamt forever,

Carrying you tenderly as a meandering river.

Proffering my chastity to your name,

I shall protect you from all mayhems.

Another chance and forgiveness I implore,

Let me not crumble frail at your door.

This' my wish to live; a wish to be with you,

Serving you joy in my warm milieu.