It won't be long before I am gone,
I know I promised not to,
But convincing myself to stay has become harder than ever.
A part of me aches for you,
A part of me wants to leave,
A part of wants you let me in,
A part of me wants you to let me be.
I can't stay away, how much ever you push me,
I know I will regret staying because staying means to kill a part of myself,
I have been thinking about what to do,
I think I know better than this
But still, I seem to knock on your door again because I promised not to leave.