A Fear Of Joy

Do you think we will be together,

I am uncertain, not sure,

As I can see no hope's feather!

I believe you that you believe me,

But my fate, it's difficult to trust in thee!

I endeavor hard, ready to do anything,

But I don't know what destiny will bring!

I hardly understand what goes in your mind,

You neither share nor unhide!

I know you are troubled as mine,

but lurking over will never let you shine!

This terrible fear in me is something you don't know,

My situations are like

Either to wait, hold, wait

Or should let you go and believe

That hope's feather was only a reflection

Not you in any way!!!