You Never Get Used To The Hurt

They say that at one point you get used to the hurt. I say this is bullshit.

You never get used to the hurt. Every time you're hurt it's as stinging as the first one. You don't get used to it. You get better at hiding it. You know what the hurt is gonna bring. So you're prepared for it. You're prepared for the long sleeplessness nights, the crying sessions, the unwillingness to do anything at all, the overthinking, the shaking, the panic attacks and everything else that comes like a wave and empties everything within you. But does being prepared make it easier? No, it doesn't. You just know what's to come but you are still very much clueless as to how tackle it. And you never get used to this hurt. It will haunt you every damn time. And there is no coming back.