You are always live in me...

    He is always somewhere inside me, the very moments I shared with him. The time we shared, it's all very much live in me.

    It's like all happened just yesterday. But it's 4 years passed now. Somewhere in the life's journey we began as strangers but I always felt a connection with him, may be it's because of the kiss. Oh hold on...yes, you read me correctly, we kissed. I can say, that was the kiss which I would say the first kiss of my life which I would never want that moment to fade or forget.

    Back then, I was new to the city with a not well past and hardly connected to any, rather just me. New office location and new faces, but nothing could make me come out from my own world. I wanted to talk to people and make a few good friends but wasn't sure how to begin. With days I made few, shared chocolates and that included him. Aah yes, I love dark chocolates and dairy milk an exception. 

    I think the best way to make good friends is when you share your favorites with them. Coming to him, I don't know why and how but I used to feel connected to him though we weren't talking much. Instead, we hardly talked but always exchanged smiles when we saw each other. But when he was around, I used to b so very happy and lively.

    One fine day we decided to meet, we decided to meet at my place which was near to both of us. To b frank, that was the first time I was inviting a boy apart from family to my room. We started with some casual talks, showed him my small home, prepared a not-so-good coffee because I usually don't take tea or coffee and don't remember when was the last time I had prepared before serving one to him. I was kind of a bit nervous, I guess it's normal inviting a boy to your room situation. I could feel a bit of awkwardness from his end as well but he was trying to b normal and so do I.

     I served him coffee and a sprite for me continued with talking on few other topics like life, office stuffs etc. I was sitting on a bean bag and he on a mattress and we were at a distance of 300cm may be. Then I also shifted to d mattress n we continued again with d talks. Then all of a sudden he kissed me on my lips. Yes, we kissed eachother for a long time. Though neither of us were prepared for any such situation.

    I can still feel that moment. He was on his formals, wearing a red and white small check shirt with a brownish black formal pant. I can still feel d way he held me at that moment. 

To be continued...