There are some people who can just suck the goodness outa you. Have you met such people? I have. So many of them, I don't even remember. But there is one in particular who I cannot forget. He is a blood parasite who feeds off of other people's goodness and positive energy. Because that is the only way he can survive. As, if he doesn't do that he will have to fathom the courage to look within himself and at the least try to conquer the darkness within. Like fuck I know he can't do the least of it. And that justifies who he is and why...
He was my friend. That is what I had thought. But turned out that he was the ugliest person I ever met in my life. He could only see the negatives in me. When in reality there were very few things bad about me. And even if there were according to him, who cares?
I just know one thing. This thing I realized in the process of fighting all those nasty ugly comments that he had made about me. Because they weren't true. I realized that he was ugly. One sees in the outside world what is inside of oneself. So, if he could not see the good in me, I wonder how much negativities lie within him. And while he does not get tired pointing fingers at me, I doubt what the hell is he doing about his own shit?
I pity him. He lives a half-life like the many others who are his supporters.
He is vile and cruel and pathetic and so are they who are trying to explain his stance to me.
Like hell, I care.
I never did. But my silence was considered as my approval.
We live in a stupid society where tolerance is taken as a weakness.
I prefer to be decent nevertheless, cause if I stoop down to his level, there wouldn't be any difference between us.
He says there is no good or evil in this world.
I believe I know the difference. I will always know the difference.