The Other Day

I sat by the tree pondering 'What was right about my life' and 'Why I still feel it wasn't'.

Not that everything wasn't. It just felt so.

Sometimes, not being right isn't truly wrong.

It just gives you this feeling of mismatch and something being not in place.

But then, I realised…

Something not in place for me makes something else in place for someone else. Doesn't it?

It isn't a jigsaw puzzle with definite boundaries that some things are fit only for specific things.

The other day when I thought it wasn't for me; someone stood by me to prove me worthy of it.

The other day when I thought I wasn't worth of being loved; angels showed up and proved that love is all around, I just need to see it.

The other day when I assumed that things weren't meant to stay; I relived them as I replayed them as memories.

The other day when I went gloomy over the fact that I no longer had a meaning in someone's life I truly cared about; I saw their happy faces with someone else who they loved being with.

The other day, when I matched up to myself and wondered if I was what I wanted to be; I was shown that I could be better and better of what I was few moments ago.

The other day when subtle string of realisation pinched me hard; it took me by surprise that feelings work in collaboration and not really cumulatively either.

The other time, over days, after a lot of thought processing I jumped onto the boat of stable possessions and it made me really aware of valued self worth. And most importantly, anything no matter what always means a lot of things.