THE JOURNEY OF FAILURE

The time started like there was a girl named Sisnera. She took birth and her parents were so happy as she was their first child and this happiness continues. She came to the age to go to school and parents gave her best school. In her childhood days she was so good in painting and she got state level prize in painting too. Some year passed she got a cute little sister and then she was so happy and her childhood days passed. When she was in 4th class her mom was doing job and her sister was just of 7 months. That time she was taking care of her little sister. It was tough time for her because she was also a primary kid and took responsibility of a baby to take care of her. She was feeding her, playing with her, taught her how to stand, how to speak, how to walk, how to read everything. Her childhood days passed but she never got a chance to behave like a kid. She never got that care and love that was needed for her in that particular age but she never complaint for anything. Time passed on and she was becoming young. When she came to 9th class she asked her parents to take NCC(National Cadet Corp) and her mom was agreed but father denied but after requesting he agreed. In the camp she got 1st prize in song competition and after that she got her A certificate in NCC.

When she came to 10th it was COVID time but then also she got 91 percentage of mark. The time of 2 came and took science, she wanted to do MBBS (Bachelor in medicine and bachelor in surgery) and she studied. She passed 12th with 83 percentage. The time came for preparation for NEET(National Eligibility Entrance Examination). She took a year of drop and took coaching from Aakash institute. But in the mid time her parents did her admission in Bsc. Botany hons in a university because they never wanted her to take any drop so she was been forced to give semesters too. 

Time passed and NEET exam time came but before 5 days of her exam she was having mid semester exam and she requested to skip it and fought with her parents for not giving the Bsc mid semester examination. Then she gave NEET exam and got 520 marks and that marks was not sufficient to get any seat so she failed in her life. It was her 1st failure and she didn't knew how to face it. Parents were shouting on her, relatives were asking about results and all were putting so much pressure on her. She had not even seen her own face for a month in mirror. The time was so tough for her, she was being silent, she was not talking with anyone. She sister was also blaming her saying that she failed. She was so depressed that time. And for almost 2 months her parents not talked to her. When needed then only they ask her and she became an useless fellow in her family. 

She was unaware of this moment which was waiting for her after her exam. But after that situation started changing slowly slowly with time. She gave CUET and got good marks and then started preparing for AIIMS exams also. 

When she got success in one exam and failed in another one that time her parents were blaming her for her failure and were not happy for her success. She never asked anything as a wish to be fulfill by her parents. She never demanded anything forcefully except time but that also she never got but then also if she will ask her parents then won't be agreed with this statement. What was her fault ? To choose an option in which she got failure or to choose a path for her bt herself ? She tried to get success and got in other thing but what after getting it? Her parents were not even ready to say yes when she asked to choose any course she wanted and got through entrance. Sometimes she faced many bad behaviour and many things because of her failure. This story continued....

The motive to say this about Sisnera is no one knew what will happen in future and no one can predict it but if any negative thing is happening or happened then positive will also come. Life will stop there, yes it will but after sometime it will move just like the stick of minute in clock which moves but slowly slowly. We all will face darkness and after a dark night a shining morning also comes that we all should remember. If we all knew about this fact that we will have to face it then why are we being so reactive when someone else is facing it? Have no answer to this question right ! We should help that person who is facing it in that tough time so that in future we will be helped by someone in our tough time. Whatever we will give, we will get the same too. Positivity and kindness always wins and this is also true that negativity and cruelty always have to face failure. So let's support positivity...!