The Girl She Met

Life always took unexpected turns in my phases, but I always had you with me in all the challenges I faced. Yesterday night, I saw your chats with my friend. So boldly, you mentioned you never felt for me. You were forced to be with me, and honestly, I didn't say much, but it broke me, which can never be fixed.

I used to pray every day for your health and happiness, and you so calmly said, "I don't know her." The girl you lost feelings for cared for you. She committed mistakes, losing her self-respect to talk with you. She took unbearable physical and mental pain to keep you happy. The girl you lost feelings for was already struggling to live her life, and you pushed her to death with your words. You were happy, enjoying, and she left silently this time, seeing you happy.

Even if you get a chance in life to see her, just look into her eyes, and see how broken you made her. You called her boring, never knowing that silently, she was struggling to enjoy the movies you liked, the food you enjoyed. She never put on her wish list before you went out with her wanting to keep you happy, and you said you lost feelings for her, and all you had was a mere attraction.

Think about the moment she saw those nude pictures on your Instagram screen, and yet she chose to forgive you after her tears. Imagine that girl leaving all her princess wishes aside on her birthday, saving money for both of you, and you blamed her. In a world that's unsafe for women, she travelled all alone in a new city whose language is completely unknown to her, just to see you. And didn't she deserve at least a respectful goodbye?

You lied to her and got attracted to someone else, saying just college things. Imagine the state of the heart of that girl you broke when she read this. Her eyes stopped dripping as if she lost herself completely. You think she wants to defame you, but if she wanted to, there are many things hidden from this world about your deeds that she still keeps a secret for your image. She prayed with devotion for you and your family and threw her just like that. Do you call yourself a human? You knew everything about this poor girl, how miserable her family made her feel, the traumas she carried in her heart, yet you chose to be with her.

I don't know about the karmic cycle, but the pain you have given to an innocent soul will come back to you. You shamed her body, her caste, and whatnot, and yet she still chose to love you. You failed as a man, as a human.