Stepping into a new chapter

  I keep myself busy because a large part of my healing comes from working.

Neither it works if you try to run away nor it works if you are just sitting at home and resting all the while.

Trauma is not a physical wound.

The last nine years have been extremely hard for me and my family after my mother passed away. Healing is not an overnight event, its a process.The trauma was long drawn out.

 My mother is no longer alive. That's okay, I need to let go of this dream world where me and my mom were two best friends speaking our heart out. .. Sometimes you need to break that piece of heart which is your treasured one... for your own good. Else you will go into depression under the weight of it.

 So I moved on... Finally it felt like a sunrise after a stormy dark night. I am full of positivity now. Sometimes tears of gratitude drips from my eyes after I wake up to reality. Post trauma, smaller problems don't bother us much anymore.

 I sing, I draw, I joke around, I enjoy my life. Now I can be myself and stop worring about people judging me. Sometimes the only thing standing between chaos and cohesion is a perfectly stabilized mind.

We just have to convince it that past is a story which is overread...Its time now to step into a new chapter.