Soul - The Darkest Secret

SOUL OF A GIRL :~ THE DARKEST SECRET OF A GIRL......

Is being a girl crime? Why am I punished to be a girl? Ever thought what a girl's soul feels?

I am sold to other states for money. I am raped only because I wear proper clothes but according to the society I am to be raped in proper clothes. I do not have any freedom in what clothes I have to wear. I do not have freedom for studying and for making my life better. I am forced to be married at a very young age to an old man just because my family needs money. Parents become emotionless at a point that they even have no emotions for their own daughter and they just sell her and force for what she is not made for. When a girl is raped, she does not tell anyone because she is worried about the reputation of her family. But when she speaks her family goes against her and blames her for being raped. Is it really her fault for being raped? Not only this but when a girl gets her periods she is asked to be quite about it because its a shame for the society, am I right ? If it is not a shame then why is she asked to be quite about her periods? Every women in the world gets periods, there is nothing to be ashamed of. Why every girl is kept separate and not treated well during her being on period? Why is she killed after being raped? The people who rape a girl satisfy their greed for her and then leave her to die when she is alive and then kill her soul when she is already dead. Girl is not made for being raped, killed, tortured, also not made for getting married at a young age and ask her to give a baby to the family when she is a kid. Ever thought how would the soul of a girl feel? After so much is happening even when she is just a kid and she knows her life how cruel its going to be.

A soul of a girl feels the pain you give her when you rape her and kill her. the soul of a girl feels the frustration she has when someone forces her to get married and force to have a child when she is a child. The soul can never speak because the soul of a girl dies with the girl itself because she never able to speak her soul out. One in a million time the girl is able to speak her soul when she is brave enough with the support of her family. When that family goes against her she is broken and her soul is half dead. But after all this happening in her life she has no other choice then killing herself. At times somethings are impossible to change even if we want to change them. The only solution left for her is to die or do but because of the society, family, and for the things she blamed for which she has not done, she has no other solution to die when she is dead alive. Being sold to other states for money, sending a five year old to some male's house and then she does not even know what is going to happen and what has happened. Her soul does not even understand the pain she got for those hours of her life. It is so painful and difficult for someone to accept this cruel truth of a girl. When a two year old baby girl is raped by her uncle then anything cruel is possible in this harsh world. Did that baby harm anyone? She was so small that she cannot even hurt you or give you pain then why would someone be this cruel to give her so much pain. She had just entered the world and then too soon her life was taken.

Being a girl is a proud thing but I feel at times my soul feels that there is nothing proud to be a girl because girls are always under estimated, they are said to be less then boys, they are force to be married at young age, and also being raped and then to be blamed for being raped. The girl is capable enough as a boy I feel. Every girl deserves happiness and not pain and suffering in their life. Girl is to be loved as equally as a boy.

It is a blessing to be girl. But do people who rape forget that they came into this world because of a women who was a girl at a point of time. Do they really forget that the sister they have is a girl too. And the girl they raped was someone's sister, daughter, wife. Just to satisfy your greed you rape her and kill her, Never thought about what will her family feel.

A soul of a girl is her darkest secret which at times some people understand and some do not.

A girl's soul thinks that why can the society not change for once and understand how the girl feels. Why cannot the family's thinking change and understand how much is the girl is suffering within herself?

The day one understands how the soul of a girl feels will be the day when each girl will smile to be a girl and to be understand by everyone and being accepted the way she is.