Single Parent!

A wet leaf fell on her shoulder making her jump in fear. Startled she shifted from her hiding place behind the bush; since childhood Moksha always love to hide there...

she started to perusal that tattered old letter, her mother wrote it when she was quite young ... the heading was "paucity of happiness" ...

further written that Always my body was tired, I was not ready for more disasters. Series of questions implanted when you arrive in my obliterated life. Moksha you are a gregarious girl who is ready to step into her new life with Hriday, 

My life was full of paucity but you my child, poured ardent colors in it ...

Just because of you, I started finding Avenues for all my conundrum.

I Summoned for my daughter 

I am a mother; with prodigious love & agitation for my daughter every day I find myself fixed in the fake mask of happiness and full of Uncopacetic conditions to show this world that, I am happy ...but deep inside ; 

Eons of loneliness, dolefulness of not having a caring, supporting partner, a blissful life full of enjoying a plethora of family vacations, providing you more than what so ever I had provided.

Neither any target was site nor I witnessed any backbone...

I always searched for the purpose of life ?? 

I was known for "single mother" in this World...

the world in which we still strive to lessen the gap between rich &poor, caste, racism and a plethora of plights...no one strives for those "single parent ", who plays both the role, who strive every single minute of their life for their children .... something I was broken, something guilt enslaved me, something we both were pushed into excruciating uncomfortable hindrances which we faced gallantly ...

I just want to recapitulate that just love your self first, because that who you'll spend the rest of the life with; regards to how parallel life goes,

This world is fantastically filled with stone-faced people who always makes a cruel joke, but always strive to lead a more minimalistic life which merely has any faded or doleful memories just enjoy every morsel of it !!....

love you my doting & unrelenting child ...

Moksha's eyes brimmed with tears ..she felt as if she understood the entire journey of life after reading this letter !...