Saiyyan

I know there are so many times when we just dive into our imaginary worlds and think of those situations that are not going to happen in real ever, think of those people who are never going to be ours. Yes this happens with all of us. So today let me take you to my world of imaginations where me and my favourite person are always together blooming our dreams.

It was midnight and I was scrolling through my phone's playlist to select a song so that I could just go to sleep. I played my all time favourite track i.e, 'Saiyyan'. Also kailash kher's voice has always been a healer to my heart.

'Heere moti mai na chahun,

Mai to chahun sangam tera.

Mai to teri....saiyyan,

Tu hai mera.......

Saiyyan.........saiyyan........

I closed my eyes and instead of bringing sleep, this song took me to a world of beauty, to a world of us. I am always into traditional and in that dream too I was wearing a black long flowing skirt with open hair and your favourite 'ghumkas'. You were wearing a black indo-western outfit and we were just dancing looking into each other's eyes with that cold soothing wind.

Tu jo choole pyaar se,aram se mar jau,

Aja chanda bhahon me,

Tujme he ghum ho jau mai.....

Saiyyan....saiyyan.....

That moment was so magical holding your hand and just twirling and smiling like nothing. How pure it was to see you looking at me, gracefully accepting each others flaws and flaunts. Where no one was around and stars were also twinkling and blushing looking at us.

Yeh naram naram nasha hai badhta jaye,

Koi pyaar se ghungatiya deta uthaye.

Ab baawra hua man,jag ho gaya hai roshan,

Ye nayi nayi suhagan,hogyi hai teri jogan.

Koi prem ki pujaran mandir sajayeeee.....

Saiyyan....saiyyan.....

I always knew you weren't going to be mine atleast not in this life but that image made me believed that I can still love you with the same intensity, with the same purity, and affection. The way we were engrossed in each other gave me butterflies in real life. I never wanted to come out of that imaginary world where I had you, and you had me. 

I know I can't have you as my 'Saiyyan' in this birth, but that doesn't stop me from loving you. You were, you are and you will always be my 'Saiyyan' till the day I die. And I guess this is what love is all about where I can't be your 'Radha' but can surely love you as 'Meera'.

Heere moti mai na chahun,

Mai toh chahun sangam tera.

Mai na janu,tu he jaane

Mai to teri,Tu hai mera....

Mai to teri,Tu hai mera.