Ripples In Her Heart

College has ended and the next phase of her life is about to begin - work life.

Before she could even believe it , she has transitioned to adulthood and is expected to behave like one.

People are talking of her work life , her marriage and the kind of mother that she will make.

Yet she is still in love with and excited by stationery shops, gorgeous diaries , insane dances , nonstop chattering , starry skies , drizzles , flowers and still relishes being in her fantasy world. 

She is a hopeless romantic that never fell in love and still dreams of Mr. Hastings and Mr. Darcy . Deep down she knows she still is a child- awfully sentimental of books , people and places .

Waiting for her dream man, she looks back at all the boys who have loved her before and can't help but wonder,

Do they still think about her? What if they still love her? She has had many boys wanting to be hers but she never did fell for any of them. Even if she thought that maybe he is the one , later she realized it to be anything but not love .

Then her mind wanders to various questions that have been troubling her since forever :

Will someone ever crave the parts of her that will never be tamed? Will someone ever crave the parts of her that need tending? 

Will she ever be able to have a soul-deep electrifying connection with a man? 

She wants to feel emotions she never knew she had . She wants to fall in love - actual love with someone . She wants to have a crazy ride with someone who craves her and loves her fiercely .

Don't we all want that? 

To be capable of loving and being loved !