My Heart Is Not A Stone

What is love do anyone have accurate answer of my this question? Probably not because everyone have different meanings of this one word someone say love is life, some says love is money and some says life is respect but no one have accurate meaning of this word.

My story is also on this one word love.

But it's not a simple story of having happy and positive love because feelings comes from heart and if you want to know the definition of love first you have to understand yourself.

Everyone says I know the meaning of love but they don't know about their life, their needs so how they will understand the meaning of love. 

Title of my story is "MY HEART IS NOT A STONE" you will think that I'm talking about love and my subject is about stone.

By reading my story you will understand why I am saying about stone.

I'm a doctor and I use to meet many patients in a day. So I get to know about different things from different people. One of my regular patients, Pari, became my good friend yes she is much older than me but as a doctor I always motivate her and cheer her mood. One day ask her a question about her life. 

I said: Pari why you are not so close with others? Why you always live alone and never want to interact with others?

Pari replied: Because my heart is not a stone.

I said: what you mean by that?

She said: today I will tell you about my life and then you will understand my words.

I said: okay I will love to know meaning of your words.

She first questioned me: Tell me Bisman what is love for you?

I replied: Pari for me my profession is my love. But this is a strange question. What is the link between your statement and this question?

Pari said: I asked you this question because my story is all about love and sacrifice.

I said: I'm not able to understand Pari what you are saying? What is the relation between stone heart and love?

Pari said: I will tell you my story and then you will understand the relation between stone heart and love.

I replied: okay please tell me fast.

She said: okay let me take you to my past life 

I was also a girl like you. Fully energetic, always ready to help others, always spread happiness but little short tempered.

You are a doctor and you do your job very well just like you I was also an engineer and I always want to change the pattern of studies and spread knowledge to others. But my family believes that it's all rubbish. Girls are not made for this.

I go against my family and study hard. I always listen their thousands of words but never cried and study hard. My mother always supported me but not in front of others. That time I believe that this is love. I use to live my life freely and always believe that life is not all about studies it's about fun and entertainment too.

I always used to go on campaigning, travelling from here to there and then studying.

My life was so simple and sweet. I was always there for helping my friends and family. But I was not aware of this world. I was not aware about true faces of everyone. I was not aware that things are not so simple like I think.

Then I said: Why Pari? What happened that you had changed your thinking?

She said: reason was not a stranger, reason was my family, my friends and my love.

I replied: what are you saying Pari? How your loved ones changed your life so much that today you are like a stone?

She said: Bisman it's too hard to give answers of your questions but because I promised you so I will tell you about my life and I know by listening to my story one day you will change thinking of this world. 

Story starts from an old village where once there born a small girl who's family wants a boy because they want to make their boy an engineer but because a girl take birth in their life they were not happy but in front of others they were showing that we will make our girl an engineer. When that girl grown up her father use to say that: we will not wate our money on her studies much and marry her when she will be of 25.

Ger mother replied: but in front of villagers you said you will make her an engineer so why you are saying that you will not spend money on her studies?

Her father replied: do you think she can handle the pressure of studies? No chance she is a girl.

Her mother said but atleast we should give her a chance.

Her father replied to her mother: okay because you are my luck so I'm going to give her a chance but when she will fail you have to accept that I was right.

Her mother said: okay dear if she failed I will do whatever you want.

Her mother talked to her in very simple and harsh way: listen my daughter I am giving you a chance of study but if you will fail then I will not be responsible for outcomes.

She said: mom one day you both will be proud of me I promise.

Then I asked her: wow that's so cool. This means you are getting support from your family.

She said: this is not so simple my dear.

That girl was average in studies that's why her father always taunt her and try to punish her.

Her mother always warns her and say: my stupid daughter why you are not studying? You are a burden on us.

She replied: mother I want each and everything in my life. Study is not the only thing in life.

Her mother said: ooo just shut up and study.

She never say a word to her family and cry in dark. 

She got first rank in her board exams but instead o

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f appreciating her, her parents said: study hard and crack entrance exam in first chance otherwise be prepared for your marriage.

She tried hard and got selected in entrance exam and get admission in top engineering college. But her parents were still not happy and said: if you will fail in semester exams we will cancel your admission.

I said: ooo so this is the reason that today you are converted into a stone but why your parents were doing this?

Pari replied: no my dear this is just first page of my story. And probably they were doing this because they just have a feeling of an unwanted girl.

Actual story starts at college life.

When that girl went to college she got new and amazing friends. She enjoyed with them a lot. She used to study with them go on trips and celebrate each festivals with them. Against of her family decisions she always use to help her friends and give whatever they want.

But when she needs help her friends refuse to help her by saying: yaar we don't have money right now, yaar we are so busy we can't help you, yaar today our family have some financial problems hope you understand.

She always says: it's okay I will manage somehow.

And when she wants help from her family her family say: you are a useless girl can't you see that they are not your true friends. You are an idiot girl.

She soon understand that her friends are not loyal and stop talking to them. She was now much happier and was enjoying her life but tables once more turn round and a boy came in her life.

First she was not that much interested in him and use to refuse his proposal. But after some time she accepted her feelings for him and accept that she is also in love with him.

They start living with him happily and enjoy every moments with him. They share a beautiful life.

Her family was also happy for her but they behave little harshly with her so that she can't go on a wrong track. Now her life was getting much better and she was getting support from everywhere. She was feeling so lucky that she got a loyal and loving boy friend.

I replied: wow this is so amazing Pari but still I'm not able to understand why you are saying that your heart is not a stone? All this seems so beautiful and positive.

Pari said: because actual turn of life was still pending. She was unaware of biggest truth of her boyfriend. 

She was unaware that her boyfriend was using her only because she was good in studies and she was unaware that her boyfriend was already married and he was having a baby boy and he was just wishing to get a mother for his boy and he was just wishing to get job in last exam. She was unaware that at the end her own boyfriend will steal her notes and assignments and blame her for all that.

She said to her boyfriend: why you are doing this? You know my job is so important for me but still you are doing this. Why why you are making my life a hell?

He replies: oo just shut up and see yourself today you are nothing and if you want money so be my boys mother nothing else. You are just a stupid girl who always trust everyone. You know what is your problem you think world is full of positivity but you silly girl look around carefully. You are lucky enough that I didn't make any physical relation with you otherwise you will not able to show your face to others. Now if you want to become mother of my boy so you are welcome otherwise get lost.

Her family also forced her to marry that boy but she refused and ran away and after few years coming back from that shock she start her new life as a teacher and became a famous teacher. She had became so rich and everyone takes her name with respect.

She went back to her family not for taking blessings but telling her family that today she is blessed by God.

Her family told her that: baby your boyfriend was caught because of CCTV camera and now he is doing nothing and his boy is helpless.

That boy came and said: I always loved you but I was mad for money please forgive me and come in my life.

She replied: ooo just shut up you all I didn't came here to see all your drama and listen to your rubbish. I just came here to show you that what is my status today. You always hurts me but I never said a word to you all you always insults me but ever you thin that I have a heart.

You never ever thought that I'm also a girl and I have feelings. You just keep on playing games with ke and I tolerate each and everything. I was aware of every truth but I was wishing a happy life from you but I was wrong my happiness was inside me. Today I'm harsh with others because I don't want to see all that things again and I always motivate my students by telling story of my life.

After listening to this story I cried and said: oo so this is the meaning of stone heart and that's why you are quite harsh with others because a broken girl still lives inside you.

Pari replies: you know Bisman today I told you my story because I know one day you will take this story forward and give message to public that don't play with emotions of a girl. They contain a heart not a stone. Please respect them.

   That's why today I shared this story to everyone so that all those people who plays with others emotions should understand that each human contain heart and if you are troubling someone and he or she is not saying a word to you that doesn't means that they are not understanding what you are doing. That means they are making themselves strong.