Mountain Feel

The forever ups and downs, the curving roads and raising falling heartbeats, isn't it a perfect mountain experience?

I was on my path to build myself up from depression that caused due my low confidence and constant bullying environment around me.

My best run away moment was right now, on the hills of kumbhalgardh, unknown places with unknown people is the best feeling. 

I was sloping down the hill which was never ending, I was on top of the mountain at once while at the other moment I was at the base of another mountain, that was the real beauty.

Jungles surrounding the roads and the constant fear block my mind's ability to think negative. I was high on my mountain trip. The beautiful roads curving up the hills and the spring trees covering the orange faked my mind to smile. I thought to feel every each of this trip and not to think whatever I suffered in those last days.

The car stopped and I too at the beauty, I jump out of the car and went to the

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end, to have the full view of the place, a large city at the base of my foot, large mountains surrounding me. I was shivering, how small I was looking in front of those large things which was countless. The noises of trees from distance was irreplaceable, the silence was soothing. I sat down and tears run out of my eyes. Those strong rocks encouraged me to become like them, large beautiful and strong, not clumsy thing which I am right now. 

I closed my eyes, and those things hugged me invisibly.

Though they were far from me, immovable but they smiled at me and touched me through air. They loved me, standing at the top of the highest mountain, it felt like they cuddled me. The large hole in front of me was deep but seemed so near, my heart's hole seemed cured with them in presence. I smiled to myself, maybe, I have strange friends with me who don't want to know who I am or want to speak, just want to sooth me and believe me, they were great then anything in this world.