Love - My Right or My Destiny

Love is something that should come from deep within your heart. You can get that kind of love only by destiny. Doesn’t matter how much effort you put for it or how much you cried or beg for it, if it is not in your destiny you will never get it. My heart is in deep pain because I fought with my destiny and got my lover in my life, I thought once I got my Love in my Life, I will be the most lovable person on this planet earth but as Love is not in my destiny, I got my Love but lost his love for me. He doesn’t love me anymore, he doesn’t love me from the very first day of our marriage. I smile but I am Sad inside, I laugh but I cry inside, I try to make him understand how I feel by my different expressions but my every expression works the other way round and take him farther from me as Love is not in my destiny. Still, every morning when I wake up, I light a ray of hope inside me and start fighting again with my destiny but I’m on the verge of quitting now and with each passing day, my hopes are shattering. I don’t know which moment I will break down. Why doesn’t anyone understand I need nothing but some love in my life, Love that I deserve, doesn’t matter if it is in my destiny or not but I deserve it.

Yes, I deserve it. And this morning I wake up with right thought, I don't need to beg for the Love which I deserve in front of him or anyone. If he is not able to pass on his Love to me, then he is losing my Love, I am not losing anything. My heart is full of Love, I can use that for Myself as well. If I can make people Smile around me, I can also keep Smiling, maybe today I have to push that Smile but with the passage of time this Smile will become my habit. The Love which I was showering on others till now and expecting the same from them, I can shower that on myself and I can be happy, I don't need others to make me smile again.

Remember, We all deserve our share of Love. Instead of waiting for the right one to make us happy, we should Love ourselves and spread positivity around.