Love, Fights And More

Dear Diary,

Today I learned that not even the best men can keep their cool or have patience staying with the same people, during these two months, something like this happened with me today.

Being a teenager, I usually have these ups and downs in life, especially regarding my family. I start feeling that there is always something wrong in me, but today I realized that it doesn't always have to be my fault. people have said that the elders will be right and the younger will be wrong, and I believed that. I thought that maybe I needed to change, for other people, to satisfy other people, but I think the real question should have if been if I was satisfied with myself or not, if I love my self for who I am, if I thought that I was the person responsible for all these situations taking place in my life. I think I am good as I am, and if people can't accept that it's their fault, not mine. My mother always says that I am a very thoughtful person, I get into the situation too deep, and I do, so whenever I observe this I believe in myself more and more. I know that I am not the cause of the bad things going on in my life. I really love my family, but I don't think I can go through these fights anymore. Sometimes I feel that the world has given me wrong information, I always thought that going into a teenage period will the period when I turn independent, but rather I think it is the period when everyone is trying to hold you down, but you have to fight them. I don't think I can fight them anymore because I get both emotionally and physically, however, I don't want to give up, ever.

Your friend

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