Love at First Sight

The Wind of Gurgaon makes me romantic. If you are telling language of love just a city like Gurgaon then it means OYO Room, If You are describing feel of being romantic then they understand that ruin someone virginity and If you are telling them let's have a party together then they will understand Sparkling light with beer bottles. But my feelings something different. I understand love means ran away from home and step up towards hill station where winds are keep striking your body and Pull back. Being romantic means standing like a wall against heavy rainfall and carrying 1000 of roses in hand. I am staying a double sharing bed in PG. I am an introverted who loves plant, want to feel everything and stay calm, Just ignore my pains with a smile because it is a solution. 

In this 1 Year I have changed 2 PGs, I stayed with my friend but he is drinking and smoking a lot but the fact he was consuming marijuana wit Girls so I changed my room. Next Partner was same so Now most of the time I love to stay alone. I am the person who go outside for dinner alone and pick long route for hotels or street foods. The logic behind is travelling alone where I can see beauty of nature within short time duration. I wanted to fall in love but never wanted to share my feelings because I hate to convince someone. Love is not a war or fight but it is an amazing feeling where you can giggle, feel shy, dreaming, making plans and want to live a life for someone. Her ankle, Dry hair after shampoo, Palika Bazar long earning, Sharojini Market tops and Sadar Bazar Nail polish even North indian Kurti will make her more beautiful. Moto's chick will full with Panipuri and we want a date in Library where we will lost with some good books those are based on love stories. 

I know her from 10 Years, Her discipline life attracted me a lot. She sends me some Pictures with books and when I asked her "how are you?" she replied "I am tensed" again I asked her "why" and she replied " I have exams" then I said " You will achieve it". You know after this conversation I started reading books. I got positive vibes from her. Hey! I am also wanted to lost in books like you. She is the best brain and beautiful mind of batch whom I loved a lot. We are very good friends and I do not know she is still loving me or not but I have a healthy feelings for her. Now When I talked about my feelings with her she ignored all this. After a Month I got a Whatsapp message from her and it was a voice sms. I thought definitely she scared on me but when I downloaded it and listen that voice notes, it was a song which sings by her. After listening that recording my heart is beating again I lost in my imagination.

Just like I took her best rose garden and never tried to convince her but just teared up and said "Hey! This motu guy is still loving you but do not the answer of why? I am impressed because You are a hustler who studied so hard, Once we get together then can achieve a lot. I am not selfish but I love a good student who has good education and right education can make person humble. After listening this she replied" Do not talk about this because I have an exam" Then Imagination break down and I get up just check it is 5 AM then ready for my early Morning class.

When I open whatsapp simply checked her profile and if she added a new dp then I took screen shot of that one and saved it in My laptop. Once I showed her 3 Years own photographs where she has not her own old pic where I stored everything, she startled and said send me my old pics. Then again I said her language of love but she never replied anything. I can wait for her more years and years. I keep adding and developing new skill where I can get good hike because of this she should feel financial secure. But nothing is working till now. I keep upgrading my skill and inform her then she feels good about it. I promise her to go for a good dinner after getting back home.

I thank You, I am not a handsome guy but I have a handsome mind, I will utilize my mind to impress you so I choose the road of learning new skill hope my efforts will be appreciate by you, You are the reason for my learning. Hope We will be together forever in future remember I do not like to convince because love is not a war. Let's feel together and lost in it.